I have a work in progress post but I can't seem to finish it. Knowing that I am going to be back soon - or rather that I am zabardasti being deported back I think I've lost the will to write =(
Soon I'll be back to my old life and there won't be much to share anymore. Whenever Ammi talks about packing or leaving I either start crying or leave the room or tell her to stop talking about it -_- I don't even know WHY!!!
I seriously am not ready. This is definitely a first!!! I could never stay longer than a month at any place (except KSA ofcourse) because I used to miss Karachi so so much and I actually have never stayed at any city/country for more than a month. Not that living here is easy esp. when it comes to Halal food, socializing, or going to the masjid etc but I guess I enjoy the peace and the way things are done. Not for life but for a while till I can get myself in order. It's providing the much needed stability that my life requires right now.
Sigh.
PS. Sorry this is not my style but I can't seem to help it right now ='(
Don't have to be sorry for this :) You know, we sometimes develop a strong bond with a new place that we fits us well. We tend to develop a strong association with it and if we stay there long enough, we eventually make it our home :)
ReplyDeleteIt's natural and it happens quite often. Just don't think or worry about it and let someone else do your packing and everything :)
Enjoy your remaining time there as much as you can :)
It's not the bond with the city it's just that I feel I need change right now yehan pe I am getting that and it's all so wonderful - the weather, the home, no relatives or roz roz ki unnecessary gossip. Karachi mai aisa nai hota... it's all new tau acha lag raha hai. And sab se barh ke my whole family is together!
DeleteMujhe pata hai it's not forever tau I was hoping that I make it last a little longer.
That is exactly what I am doing. Thank you Kashif and lots of duas =)
Hmmmm that's actually why I want to move to ISB. The change :)
DeleteYehi to baat hai. Nothing lasts forever :) Specially the good things. That's why we need to cherish them :)
Good. You've got them Hina :)
I can never live anywhere except Karachi (the only exception being KSA I would gladly move there =P ) but I do enjoy my breaks once in a while! =D
DeleteYou don't have for sorry for this, he is right you've developed a bond with Киев don't be sad or cry enjoy your time as much as you can :)
ReplyDeleteAwww you spelled that in Russian and I feel awesome because I can actually read it =D
DeleteThanks Farman. Yes, I know I am a bit emotional but I guess I've made my peace now so really making the most of my last few days here =)
YAY! I IS HAPPY :)
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